BROKEN

4:10a.m
i haven sleep yet
juz now argue again with him
i thk he is already in his dreamz
but wat i did now is juz only sit in front of the computer
writing dowm what was happened juz now

actually i dunno how to tell
dunno why we got a lot of argue in juz few days
2 day little ces 3 day a big ces
i really dun wanna bcum that
but dunno why i always easy to get angry on what he did

what i feel piss off is
he dun understand me
i duno whether he really dun understand girls or dun understand me
he dunno that sometime when girls said dunwan but she means want
and sometime girls not telling not bcoz of she dun wan to tell
juz sometime girls do the thgs depends on their feeling
feeling is hard to tell
so....can you pls be clever?

i know i supose to show understanding and sympathy for you
but can you pls try to stand on my side and feel what my feeling
i felt angry not bcoz fo you cant accompany me
why you always misunderstood
juz sometime you told me something but at last you cant do it
i m really so hate that
if you not sure that you can 100% confirm to do something then pls dun tell me or either try to promise me can?
i know you are not purpoely to break your promise
but when you really cant observe ur promise i will really sad

you know my heart was broken slowly now
everytime you break ur promise
or either you forgot what you promise
i will tot that, m i not important to you?
i know you dun hav such meaning
but this is really my feeling at the moment that you forgot something

what i feel deeply sad is
you said me trouble
make you in painful
ya....
i m a trouble girl
only know to argue with you
i cant do anything to make you happy
maybe i dun have such qualification to be your girlfriend
i m so sorry

my eyes so painful now
and unfortunately my period coming
damn damn damn painful
i m not blame on you
just.............
i really need you always on my mind