LONDON WEIGHT MANAGEMENT

I started to working at LONDON WEIGHT MANAGEMENT on last week...
at midvalley outlet B...
okay...
i am starting to write about that now...
when the first day i going there to start my first permenent job...
i wanna to crying...
i was very blur to do everything...
dunno all the thing and dun understand what they doing at all...
so i was blur...
they try to teach me all the things but i felt it was very hard and tired...

the first day i try to learn srub massage...
need to remember the step and need to use alot of energy...
my hand is really felt painful...
i wanna to giv up actually...

the second day and third day i also wanna to crying...
no stress but why i felt wanna to cry?
it is realy dunno why...
i felt tired and i wanna to sleep ...
i need to go to KTM with my mum at 9a.m....
even i start working on 10.3a0a.m, i need to wake up at 7a.m too...
haiz.....
tired....

after that...
i am edi start my working for 1 week till now...
wanna to cry also but felt abit ok compare with b4...
but still feeling tired ah...
always cry in front of my dear...

my dear ask me to resign if i really not happy and not enjoy in this job....
but i cant let myself to give up so easy...
so........
today alot of ppl came to talk with me and give me some comment...
they say i need to try to work hard in this job if i want money...
so....
i will trying hard on it....gambateh for myself......

17/01/10

今天叻···七早八早就被我亲爱的妈妈用狮子咆哮来叫醒了我····

就去吃点心···很突然···

由于昨天晚上三点多才睡···今天早上起来眼睛肿到像猪头····

那个脸也有够力的水肿···像发水面包····

丑到不行···又没有酱的mood化妆···也没有心情冲个凉····

就直接换了衣服··夹起前面的刘海···就将出门·····不能看···

不过算啦···

吃了就回家····

回到家···呵呵呵····没有通知我一下···就很突然这样开工····

爸爸又继续清理收拾那乱七八糟的厨房···

原来我家的厨房真的有够里多年没有好好的清理···

乱倒······垃圾多到····

什么都多到吓死人···

菜刀多，煲多，瓦煲多，罐头多，水壶多，纸袋多，总而言之什么都多···

可使全不得臣都有一尺厚···因为全部都几年没拿出来用···

恐怖+夸张

妈妈就是我说的那个很突然···

突然突然说要弄“蜜蜂窝”

要我帮忙····

怕怕咯·····怕烘到我的脸又长痘痘····

结果就帮妈妈打蛋，打粉，搅拌材料···

过后还要叠好好进桶里面····

结果结果···贝和朋友去喝茶···

我又要跟着去···因为很闷···

帮完妈妈···就飞了出去···哈哈···

去旺角喝茶····

“BURGER"我终于见到他本人啦···嘻嘻···

他很搞笑一下····

不过听贝讲很像很本领读书的哦···

很奇怪贝也会认识这类的人···哈哈

BEFORE

AFTER

回到家，吃了饭···懒一下，看下电视···

就把我心爱的指甲剪掉了···

因为明天要开工···

我最最最爱护有加的指甲···
剪的时候超级不舍得···

剪了过后，我的手指马上短一寸···

可恶····

不过算了吧，就这样忘了吧····该放就放，再想也没有用····
嗨··················································

DEAR

要怎么说呢··？
首先，对不起···因为我觉得我昨晚上犯了个很大的错误···
我太希望杯能够有自己的车了···
但是原来我没有理过他的感受···真的很对不起···
贝···请你原谅我的自私···
之前，我受够了自己的男朋友不能拥有自己的一辆车···
定时定候要回家报到···
准时交车给回家人···
因为家人要用车就匆匆忙忙的回去···

没有自己的一辆车，带来很多很多得不方便···
也许是因为自己贪慕虚荣···
总觉得男生就必须要有一辆车···
只因为真的需要，还是因为面子？？
我不敢去告诉我的朋友“我男朋友没有车”
对不起贝···
真的真的请你原谅我的不体谅···

今天想了一整天，我昨晚说的话真的有点过分了···
即使我怎么希望你能拥有自己的车，我也不应该逼你···
知道你最近一直在烦工作的事情···
本来是要你忘记烦恼的···但是最后还是给你添了烦恼···
我只能说···对不起···原谅我···

今天，知道你更烦了···
你，很有勇气的炒了你老板鱿鱼···
你老板也很绝情的 答应了···
知道你不甘心···因为你星星苦苦的来的，全都白费了···
你说你和朋友出去，我也不敢多说了···
知道你心情不好了···而一直只会给麻烦你的我 还能做什么？

我开始害怕跟你吵架···
虽然每一次我都任性的讲了最严重的那两个字····
但是 现在我真的开始害怕了···怕得要命···
不是怕你会真的真的离开我···
是怕········
是怕你那不耐烦的语气
你那 meng zeng 的语气
你那懒得和我讲话的态度
还有你那不想回应的态度

所以，刚刚···我不再问···
怕你嫌我烦了···
或许你真的很爱我··· 或许你真的没有嫌弃我··· 或许你真的不想和我分开···
可是你知道吗？
有时候你的语气和你的态度，令我觉得你开始对我厌倦···
我哭···不是因为我爱哭···
而是因为你的语气和态度吓着了我···
令我感觉我不是你的女朋友···
令我觉得，我的男朋友不见了···

很疼我，很爱我，很宠我的男朋友不见了···
原谅我的任性和孩子气好吗？
接受我的性格和想法好吗？
两个人在一起不就是要这样吗？
包容对方的全部不是吗？

贝···
不要再让我感觉害怕了好吗？
我不想怕了你···
我希望在自己男朋友面前，是不需要有任何顾忌或顾虑的···

当然···贝···把我当成是你的女朋友好吗？
虽然我不在你的生活里面···
虽然我和你的想法思想都完全不一样···
虽然有时候你讲的东西我都不明白···
但是···你可以有多一点点的耐心对我吗？
而不是有什么事情，有什么想法，都不说···
这样的你，让我生气，让我猜不透···

我希望你能够爱我的全部···
同时，我希望你能够让我去爱你的全部···

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MUMMY

今天是亲爱的妈妈的生日···
我这个不孝女没有买什么给他···
不知道要买什么至于也没有钱···

在这里也不知道能写什么···
因为觉得自己真的很不孝···
没有买什么给妈妈哄她开心···
也没有做些什么···
连带妈妈出去吃一顿饭都没有能力···
没有帮妈妈庆祝生日···
另妈妈平平凡凡过了个无聊的生日···

我说过，明年妈妈的生日···
最低限度我也邀请妈妈出去吃顿好的···
还要给妈妈很多很多的家用···
让他过好一点···

妈妈···生日快乐···

蟑螂篇

昨天···对！就是昨天···
爸爸不知道做什么···清理厨房···
结果···他就用了什么什么杀虫药···
很强很强···很像是专用来对付蟑螂的···
结果···
那些蟑螂全部跑完出来···
它X的···
大大小小爸爸妈妈儿子通通飞完出来···
恶心到···

这个地上都是···
恐怖啊！！！
蟑螂们来势汹汹····
吓死我···
喊到拆天啊我！！！！！！！

LAST DAY WITH BEI

yesterday geh look...^.~

when we going to sungei wang...

my cute cute BEI...capture with him is very funny....

when we back, BEI is edi very tired...

yesterday hang out with BEI...
when we reach sungei wang, going to buy his clothes...
he was a very dangerous person i saw...
buy everything without any thinking of money...
scary...
then i din buy anything bcoz i felt not nice....
i just bought a clothe only...
BEI feel tired edi...
went back to TIMESQUARE’s car park...
i am not feeling well suddenly...
go toilet but useless...
i tot i was glastric...

how i know when we went up to car...
damn not feeling well....
wanna to vomit...
ask him going to stop at petronas...
i quickly go to toilet...
vomit till my tears drop...
BEI saw me when i came out from toilet...
his face looks like......................................dunno how to say...

sorry BEI...
always get trouble to you....
sorry.............................

爸爸

昨天，爸爸在家里的大门口外做东西···
我就在里面玩电脑···
突然··· 滴滴答答得好大声···
眼看外面下着一滴滴的大雨滴···
走出去，问爸爸···

我：“下雨了还做？”

爸：“我知道···”

结果就没有多说了···
眼看着爸爸连忙的把功夫做完···
但是雨似乎越下越大···
传了水龙头给爸爸···
他在清理干净那些肮脏的污垢···
完毕后···
爸爸手忙脚乱的···不知道要先收梯子还是先做什么的样子···

我就连忙出去帮忙收水喉···
结果爸爸就说···

爸：“爸爸收爸爸收！你快点进去！等下淋病了！”

我听了，还是继续的拉着水喉···
爸爸又说了···

爸：“你快点进去！爸爸来做！第一场雨不能淋得！等下淋病了！”

听了，就快快跑进去···

就有一种感觉···爸爸···真的很保护我···真的很疼我···
内心在觉得愧疚···
希望爸爸能原谅我现在的叛逆···
以后我一定要好好的孝顺你们···

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO BEI

yesterday was BEI birthday
i was celebrate with him
i make a sushi cake for him but i am not taking any picture for that because i felt the cake that i made is really very ugly...
that sushi cake is the most failure product since i start my own food making...
but BEI is really kind...
he din said anything at all maybe he scared that will hurt me...
okay... fine.... just forget it...

after he finish his working and after i gift him the cake...
we went to 1U NEWAY with his friends together...
we sang till 1:30a.m. only back...
very tired...
i hope BEI will not mind that i give him this kind of birthday...
sorry for that...

2a.m only reach home...
tired...
sleep...

TOPMAN TOPSHOP

i just wake up just now...
then i receive a call...

SHE : are you pung wei kee?

ME : yes i am...

SHE : i am calling from topman, you got fill in the form for interview last few days right?

ME : ya... but sorry... i am already accept another offer...

SHE : ok.. never mind..thanks... bye...

ME : ok..sorry...bye bye...


wakakaka....late jor lo ....
G2000 also lah...sorry for tat...

DO YOU LOVE ME

we argue again last 2 day...
till want to break up...
erm...
sorry for my annoying...
but i am really hurt...
but now is ok edi...
hope next time wont like tat again

do you love me?
you keep telling me you love me
but your action were different
why???
you willing to hurt me but you say you love me...
haiz...

everithing bad word come out from your mouth is just because of you feel vexed
but everything i heard from you is heart broken
why???
erm...
nothing to say...
you ask me to forgive you but this is not the first time...
i am still loving you but i really hurt when heard that
so when i say want to break then you only feel sorry...
why you will do these?

you love me or just feel that dun want to break only????
but anyway nothing edi now...
so we still loving both...
so thats all luu..

ILL

this is the porridge that my dear buy for me...

it is really nice because it is come from my dear...

finish it edi...

honey lemon + aloevera

very sweet loh...

thx dear..

I am ill today...
my head was so pain when i wake up...
then i call dear and hav a little talk with him
tell him i am already ill and nt feeling well...
and my MC is coming today...
it is really painful all come together...
keep sneezing and cough...
my tears coming out...

erm....
nothing to eat...
telling dear...i wanna to eat porridge now...
then he was very care on me...
come out and buy porridge for me even he is working ...
LOVE YOU...

JOB JOB JOB

i feel i am really bad luck recently...
why so hard to get a job???
am i really bad luck in 2010???
oh my goodness...
haiz...
feel stress a...
my dad always ask me to find job!
i wanna to find too pls!!!!!
can you dun always thk that ur daughter like this?!!!
not me doesn't want to working!!!!!
i cant find any job!!!!!

you make me more stress!!!
i cry at night in my room everyday!!!!
stress!!!!!!

姐妹们和好如初

前天，恩和莹来我家找我聊天···
聊得跟以前一样···很开心···
恩有驾车，然后我们就是恩的第一位乘客···
出去吃下东西···

在想···我们很久都没有这样三个人聚在一起了···
之前因为小小的一件事···令他们闹不和···
那个时候开始···我们就没有像这样三个人居在一起了···
真的很开心他们能够和好如初···
真的很开心我们现在能像以前一样···
是三个从小学就认识的好朋友···
前天，一起聊天的时候，看着他们两个的样子，已经没有了阶梯···
像是以往熟悉的好姐妹···

今天，是恩要去当兵的日子了···
昨天他们的聚会，我没到···
今天的送别，我也没去···
我很遗憾···遗憾我没有出席最后的聚会···
但是，也幸好没去···因为，好像全都哭了···
看了莹的日记···
我的声音，我的录音，令恩哭了···
是真的吗？？？真的是我的声音把她弄哭了吗？
如果是的话，我很感动···真的···

以前，我一直都不知道恩有没有把我当成他最好的朋友···
因为，在我心里，他一直以来都是我最好的姐妹···
他要当兵三个月···
他这个大小姐，真的不知道他怎样熬过去···
担心他也没有用···只能祝他顺利···
就这样···
再写下去我怕我的眼泪也会不听话了···
三个月后，我们三个一定会像以前这样在一起···
而且···那个时候的我们会更成熟吧···
期待···

I NEED A JOB

Help............

lack of money arh...!!!!!

i need a job now..!

high salary job.....

who can intro????????????????????????????????

REPLY ERIC

I dunno who is this person called eric?!
but i just want to reply him about his comment!

REPLY MR. ERIC : okay....i just want to tell...want i wrote here is non of your business...用中文你应该会比较明白···我骂人家贱人关你叉事···我以前怎样又关你叉事啊？看就看啦···不爽就不要看啦···人家写什么你都要管的话，你一定很忙咯···人家不喜欢我写什么我就不写啊？你以为你是谁哦？你懂我以前怎样又怎样哦？大完啊？你以为你自己很懂啊？自以为是の神经病！if you don't like me you can don't to come and view my blog please......thanks a lot......

HAPPY NEW YEAR

HAPPY NEW YEAR TO EVERYONE

but i want to mention that about my SAD NEW YEAR

NO HAPPY
NO FUNNY
but
ANGRY
PISS OFF

nothing can say to my new year because it was no title at all
i felt sorry to my dear because he was ill but still going out with me
but finally i felt nothing even he going out with me

he doesn't like countdown and feel hot at there
angry to me and piss off
okay...i feel sorry to that
i hate hot also but i love every countdown feel
it is very high with my friend
but he is not!!!

since form 2 i was never celebrate my christmas and new year till like this!!
my christmas and new year countdown was very happy and funny last few years with my friend!
i feel regret about 2009 cant join my friend to celebrate all this!

i wish to celebrate with him actually because i love him and want to acompany him
but actually he is not really like these at all
so... fine
i will never celebrate any special days with him anymore!!!!!!
thats all!!!