HAPPY NEW YEAR

HAPPY NEW YEAR TO EVERYONE

but i want to mention that about my SAD NEW YEAR

NO HAPPY
NO FUNNY
but
ANGRY
PISS OFF

nothing can say to my new year because it was no title at all
i felt sorry to my dear because he was ill but still going out with me
but finally i felt nothing even he going out with me

he doesn't like countdown and feel hot at there
angry to me and piss off
okay...i feel sorry to that
i hate hot also but i love every countdown feel
it is very high with my friend
but he is not!!!

since form 2 i was never celebrate my christmas and new year till like this!!
my christmas and new year countdown was very happy and funny last few years with my friend!
i feel regret about 2009 cant join my friend to celebrate all this!

i wish to celebrate with him actually because i love him and want to acompany him
but actually he is not really like these at all
so... fine
i will never celebrate any special days with him anymore!!!!!!
thats all!!!