Tired > Stress > Crazy

I really feel tired and stress recently and somemore bcome CRAZY
My Job is really a CRAZY jobzzzzzzzzzzzzz!!!!!!!!
i dunno what can do what can say and wat can see?!

Customer, colleague, enviroment, and scene make me crazy!!!
i think b4 that i want to resign but dunno why i hav no dare...
i try bush up dare to tell my manager but finally no..

all the colleague there is really fake...
like wearing a mask...
say somethings good in front of you but then say others thing to the other ppl at the nex seconds...
really Fu*K...!!!!!!
just last month, someone lead me to fight up the sales..
but i feel really down at the last day of last month..
a senior told me that some ideas to stop every thing to protect something else...
i just go to ask for he someone who lead me...
then the someone help me to make a decision and she really support it...
my manager is just in front of me...
then the someone straight away tell my manager the decision...
Manager ask for the reason...
then the someone definatly changing the face to tell the same things with others ways....
adnd then using the eyes to look at me with a special way...
like every thing my fault!!!!

why the world got this kind of ppl?!
very very horrible i feel..
i scare i tak boleh tahan!!!!!!!!
i scare in the future i resign is onlyy bcoz of this reason!!!!
not bcoz of anything!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1

now i work in a horrible company and face a horror ppl
all the horror around me now!!!
make my life tasteless
scary!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!