Currently

How long i didn't write my post using english
feel like my english is already like a shit
but then my malay is proving now

i really felt bored for my life now
face my lovely laptop when the first i open my eyes
washing my face after going down the stairs
watching movie after wear my contactlens
waiting for him to come back home when nothing to do
this is my life right now

For this month, August
Go clubs for 3 times were out of my mind
always move move and shake shake with lose control
hang out with fren and fren
always go the same place with those same ppls
they are my lovely friends and that was their lovely place

I meet back someone recently
I dunno what is the feeling when i meet him
it is amazing when i meet him
someone must know that i am really unhappy recently and someone concern on me
another someone is missing
didn't find me anymore and didn't saw any shadow about him
so he is totally missing in my life again
when someone missing, someone will appear
this is what the GOD always give me for this few years

Currently i am thinking for 1 question
WOULD I DIED WITHOUT BOYFRIEND?
my answer is
i have a full confidence to say that i wont die without anyone
eventhough every ppl thought i will but i say i wont

Don't angry when Alex Low see this please

actually i really feel miserable to single life
i know this is not supposely to think now but this is really my feeling
i felt Love is hard for me for 1 year life
make me crazy angry and cry
why Love can control myself
i though i can control Love but now i know that is imposible

WHEN YOU FEEL YOU CAN CONTROL THE THING BUT FINALLY YOU LET THE THING CONTROL YOU...