Its been awhile I didn't update here, a long while.
I'm going to finish this post with English because I'm trying now to improve my grammar.
Honestly I don't even know where and what I suppose to start writing , and I don't know what should I talking about.
men things job things..??? A lot of things happened and all these stuff make me can't breath
Actually my life is not so bad like what I feel.
I got my lovely family members, I got few gang of good friends and few best friends, everyone treat me in a very good way and I don't think that I can have more better one than them.
It just everything my fault.
I am the one who always make things worst. I am sorry
I felt glad and appreciated to meet you in my life
You do love me care me before and after I broke up with him
You treat me so good more than yourself and you gave me everything I want
I felt your caring, your love and even your heart
I can only say sorry that I can't love you, but I tried
Your way and your action proved that you love me, I can feel it but is too over
Make me stress, scared and worried
I'm sorry to allow you to keep that kind of complicated relationship with me
I Apologize for my selfish, my temper and my childish
I don't know how peoples defined Love but mine is feeling
Feeling is important than everything
You are good but not the things that I feel acceptable
But eventually we were separate or said that we are nothing more than friend now
And I don't know whether we are still friend or whether you want to be friend with me or not either.
Doesn't matter , is your choice, unless you feel and live better
You deserve the better one , your life going to be better without me
Anyway thankyou for loving me
Times flies
We're broke up almost 2 month.. 2 more days to go
What is the feeling?
I ask myself a lot of time about this question... but still no answer
I'm trying very hard to don't think about you because you are really a bastard
But now I'm wishing and hoping that you might be the better one
You might change yourself, might be feel sorry for what you did before to lost me and so on
I AM SUCK!!!
The fact is my heart was still you...
Even someone good appear but I still can't take it.
This decision is good or bad I don't know but what I can promise myself is
I will only get back with him when I make everything clear... his thing
I not willing to go back to the previous life.
I will not let anybody to ruin my life anymore
Now I always alert myself to stay smart..
Thankyou to all my friends that always stand on my side, listen to me and gave me advises.
I won't make you all disappointed
My brain keep thinking and thinking recently about what I really want in my life or future
Looks like very hard to give myself an exactly answer
But I will try my best to find out this things and work it out
I'm telling myself and everyone
"Stay tune for my future"
