Its been awhile I didn't update here, a long while.
I'm going to finish this post with English because I'm trying now to improve my grammar.
Honestly I don't even know where and what I suppose to start writing , and I don't know what should I talking about.
men things job things..??? A lot of things happened and all these stuff make me can't breath
Actually my life is not so bad like what I feel.
I got my lovely family members, I got few gang of good friends and few best friends, everyone treat me in a very good way and I don't think that I can have more better one than them.
It just everything my fault.
I am the one who always make things worst. I am sorry
I felt glad and appreciated to meet you in my life
You do love me care me before and after I broke up with him
You treat me so good more than yourself and you gave me everything I want
I felt your caring, your love and even your heart
I can only say sorry that I can't love you, but I tried
Your way and your action proved that you love me, I can feel it but is too over
Make me stress, scared and worried
I'm sorry to allow you to keep that kind of complicated relationship with me
I Apologize for my selfish, my temper and my childish
I don't know how peoples defined Love but mine is feeling
Feeling is important than everything
You are good but not the things that I feel acceptable
But eventually we were separate or said that we are nothing more than friend now
And I don't know whether we are still friend or whether you want to be friend with me or not either.
Doesn't matter , is your choice, unless you feel and live better
You deserve the better one , your life going to be better without me
Anyway thankyou for loving me
Times flies
We're broke up almost 2 month.. 2 more days to go
What is the feeling?
I ask myself a lot of time about this question... but still no answer
I'm trying very hard to don't think about you because you are really a bastard
But now I'm wishing and hoping that you might be the better one
You might change yourself, might be feel sorry for what you did before to lost me and so on
I AM SUCK!!!
The fact is my heart was still you...
Even someone good appear but I still can't take it.
This decision is good or bad I don't know but what I can promise myself is
I will only get back with him when I make everything clear... his thing
I not willing to go back to the previous life.
I will not let anybody to ruin my life anymore
Now I always alert myself to stay smart..
Thankyou to all my friends that always stand on my side, listen to me and gave me advises.
I won't make you all disappointed
My brain keep thinking and thinking recently about what I really want in my life or future
Looks like very hard to give myself an exactly answer
But I will try my best to find out this things and work it out
I'm telling myself and everyone
"Stay tune for my future"
不好意思,请容许我写华语... =D
ReplyDelete嗯....在我看你写了这么多日志里,我觉得...其实像你这种类型的女生并不多....因为你对自己做错的事情勇于认错,检讨,行动...其实...你已经胜过很多很多的女生了...重要的是,当事情发生后,你有没有勇气去面对,处理...恭喜你,你对自己已经很好很好了,赶快对自己说声谢谢吧...=)
嗯...其实在外面的世界,比你更辛苦,更难过的都有一罗罗,数也数不清,只看那个人似乎能不能够对自己负责任罢了...对!能够对自己负责任是件好事,但别把自己搞得像机器一样,只会盲目的寻找...有时...在自己休息的时候,独自一个人逛逛街,买点自己喜欢吃的,看自己喜欢看的戏...也挺不错的哦..=)
曾经的我也像你一样那么痛苦,那么迷惘,不敢打开心门看看其它人,宁愿假装快乐,而所有的痛苦,寂寞,委屈,统统丢进心里....到最后发疯只有自己...可能当时我还没出去看世界吧,现在想起以前的却傻的可以...呵呵...
不如...就容许我建议你一些事吧...!
有时间就出去海边走走,旅行一下,出去看看这个世界,放纵下自己,给自己一些空间,一些地方让你想起往事的,就当作美好的回忆,对自己说,谢谢你让我认识了自己,改变了自己,虽然你不是我的那位Mr. right, 但还是想对你说...thank you so much...=)
最后,我想分享一小段东西。希望能帮到你吧...
想是问题
做是答案
输在犹豫
赢在行动
加油 =)
ps:我所说的并不是讨好你,只希望不想再有那么多不开心的人了...我想看见发自内心的笑...我相信,你能...=) 反正你都不知道我是谁,就瞎掰下吧...=P
hahaha....真的真的喜欢你很谢谢你···
ReplyDelete小小问题,何足挂齿呢...?
ReplyDelete决定一件事,就要坚持下去,无论什么事在前方,都要给打败...这样才适合0522的你吖...
=P
由心笑出来的笑容,是最美的...就像小孩一样...多点笑吧...你的笑容就是最好的武器...=)
by the way...这个blog...是每当你不开心的时候才来看看的吗?还是每天都在留意这吖?
笑一笑,世界更美好...听听歌,看看书,充实自己...
ReplyDelete别一味着把自己的快乐建筑在别人的身上...这样做人很辛苦的...给个机会疼疼自己吧...
=)