ALEX

The 1st time i write a title for him...
actually i dunno what i want to talk about him...
juz feel like i never write a lot about him...


what i know b4 is...in my mind...
i tot he is like a playboy, like to go clubbing...
he was like a boy tat wont care about anythg even u r his gf...

but now...
wat he did on me let me feel that he is not like wat i thk b4...
i dunno whether is true onot lah...
maybe he will lying me...
but wat i feel now is...
he maybe is a very good bf...
maybe he will treat me very good...

if my parents allow me together with him...
i thk we will very happy now...
he like so care about me...
he know the reason that why i cant going out with him...
i scared he cant acept it one day...
but now... at least he can understand my situation...

athough we juz can sms and chating by using phone...
but i believe that we still happy now...
maybe after a month or the second month....
all these will change to bad...
but... i really treasure wat we had now...

A lot of maybe will happen in future...
but now i know that...

- if scared make us to abandom a realation -
- then you wont to try it -
- if you never try it -
- you will never dunno there was a sadness or either happiness waiting in front of us -

so i juz only will try to treat him well now ,
i should not to thk a lot of thgs to let myself suffer n sure not to give trouble to him