UNHAPPY

Today is a really unhappy day...
my mum wake me up in the morning...
she say go 'six happiness' to take breakfast...
when i go up to the car...
my 2 brothers was not here...

i ask for where they going...
my mum say [N] fetch them go...
then i ask why he will go?
my mum answer me : he want to go then go lah...
i straight away tell: next time if where he will go then dunnid to ask me go...

after i telling this...
my dad scolding me..
he say why?! : is that bcoz of alex so u hate him?!
i dun wanna to fight back!
bcoz i know wat i tell is juz let him feel tat i help alex!!!
so...wat he want to say juz do it...
i dun want to fight back anymore!
there is no meaning edi!!!

i tot my mum will understand me!!
but actually she dint!!!
i tot she edi know wat kind of ppl is he!!!
but she dint!!!
i m already disappoint...
wat i tell to them is juz rubbish!!!
better i dun want to tell!!!
wat i told they wont listen!!!
they only will feel that i hate him so i say sumthgs bad for he!!!

they only will feel that he like a very good man!!
what they look is juz the appearance of the ppl!!!
they dun trust me!!!
they dun trust wat i talk then y ask me to tell?!
if they dun trust me pls dun ask me anymore!!!
when i tell! but they dun trust!!!
ask me for wat?!

what i telling them is juz let them feel that i slander his viciously...
but what he telling them they will feel that he is correct!
i dun want to let them them bcum sad!
but they got really concern on me onot?!
yes!!! he is always correct in their eyes!!!
but do they thking of me???!
are they know i dun wanna to see him??!
if they know then why still want me to face him?!

they dunno wat he do on me!
i already tell my mum but she still dun understand...
if she really understand y she dunno my feeling?
i only can cry now in my room...
i can do ntg...
they still dunno what kind of ppl is he!!!
they still dunno wat was happen behind them!!!

why they dun understanding me???
how only can let them know wat was happen on me ?!
how only can let them know he really a very horror man?!
how i only can tell them how he treat me recently?!
how only can let them know my heart feeling?!

i already try my best to put down all the thgs!
is he dun wan to let me go!!!
why my parents dunno this????!!!!
i hate him not say that bcoz of alex!!!!
is he really a bad man!!! juz bcoz he can cover himself very gud then only can let you all cant feel that!!!
why nobody to trust me?!!!!
why my dad n mum try to trust him but dun wanna to trust me?!

why they dunno everythgs!?!!!!!!!!!!!!!